Considering disappearing. I want out of my life. Out of the real world. People think I play games because I’m bored or lazy, but I do it to escape. I read TO ESCAPE. I’m sick of being treated like shit. Of feeling like I’ll never be good enough.
After next week I’ll have made a decision. It may be the toughest choice of my life. Leaving literally everyone (and thing) I love behind..
We shall see…
My undies say fabulous on the butt. That MUST mean something.
ImthemostfabEVARRRR.
I have a love/hate relationship with other people’s elvish tattoos. I love elvish, and think it makes for great tattoos, but I’m starting to see a bunch of my quote pop up. No. Stop. I like seeing lotr geeks but not with the same tat as me… I know I only got mine last summer/fall but I could only find a couple looking it up back then. I had to super research elvish to find my quote, sort of learn it, and find it in more than one place (which was damn near impossible back then) poop on everyone’s heads.
Honestly considered stepping in front of a moving car on my walk home today. I’m so done with life…
My mom says I’d be the worst stopper ever ;_;
She has no faith in my abilities!!
ive got to show but i dont want to. ughh
my hair takes too long to dry. and showers just ugh.
big waste of time.
